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Inset visceral inlets of idols pearlescent globes, full of fucking swanlike grace extended necks out to flowering. Purple and growing we swam in those folded mandala years like ears of corn; rolling on spectrums of unwieldy Indian railways. Looking back at the corridors and passages. Difficult starving oblivious child life; stranded in strange repeated patterns of behaviour; will yourself into being ‘life a clashing together of moments’ the loose keys the frenzy of remembrance waiting in the shadows for success to come. Love finer or rust together; is enough? 

Misfeasance came first in the broken piano chords of latter day ambient. Cursive yet cogent to ditch branded marks look for on the containers and cargo trusts, bonded to market without intervention into intellectual property, amalgamated discord tracery. Holocene gift wizard rethink annulment strategy and PPE supply tryst.  Primer collapse to toss the bone in batter: heavy cider forearms stash gypsy gold in cul-de-sac. Tickle the root lanterns entitled forewarned like in Ran with dagger wits and eyes bleached with lime, discord, flesh……

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Spawn time egg-yolk sprung into heavy metal pushed hard against complete boundary. Warehouse briefings against burial ground matter to dwell is:

a city is at a standstill and the fog has cleared. The sky at night is a revelation. (1)

Shelve thinking ‘ecological’ authoritarian bore hole insert herd collapse fattened loving it. Fond remembrance like a war cabinet ingested utopian cross summersault action to patience in accordance with new guidelines. 

Cling in opposition with stubborn will to find ‘ritual guidance’ in expensive recordings once thought lost; breaching health against, fascist, corporate and all anterior ballast.  Leave this world understanding nothing, wanting nothing being nothing. 
Gleaming with static we depart.

                        

(1)   Wang Xiuying, ‘Diary’, London Review of Books, 42-8 (16^th April 2020), 37.

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Collapsible death rattle vibrant matter any minor heart that breaks apart comes together again shivering tongue trail the thick brush dead matter condoms human shit encased in florets of toilet paper evidence of potential murders tyre tracks imagine you’re a detective try to piece it all together but you can’t nothing fits but something in memory says that you have been here before. STOP

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Drill bore holes in the content hands stained destroyer of worlds death grip woke eyes sealed shut fumbling wax shutter through a pink sash window open and alert to symbols signs of portent. I don’t know any other worlds to place these words. 

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Special forces gathering dust in the gathering dusk limbering up for it. The underground overgrown rich in spectral dirt horse shoes dangle upside down hollow untraceable limbic noises proliferate the inner ear drum buzzes to a new bandwidth Huawei strappado on Wanstead Flats; waste man gamma globulin a skulk of foxes cruise the under-brush paws crunch on discarded cannisters spices blown in from the east blue bells crush response. Wrapped up in a jar mark ‘us’ toes point north now to fractured hive tossed burrows forward to lowing rabbinical verses insert smash solo under tarp to reflex devour ingest and drip drowsy wing tips of amber unfolding bone breath courses silently towards dead gully.

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Shredded heavy lidded tokens of gratitude implodes behind shared space a fan a door a walkway through 1960’s welfare Britain inner city estates named after Fells in Somers Town. Imperfect city static the river is flat silent. The tourists have gone away the city has been reclaimed by itself and is now a sprawling village of exquisite mystery. Glide to a doubling inverse world shock tactics begin again anew at dawn; trip to survive languid dissonance re-flame the broken order and unfold into twist. Blink honestly grasp twigs at bench level swell towards hard mudded banks of grateful blister union; “it’s broken ok?” honeysuckle egg yolk frosting come early too soon. Birds yack and sleep is yoghurt bliss now with dreams less sweet exhausted Wi-Fi abyss to task it.

Arrestable across terrain covers marsh, post war housing covert sanctuary bird hides covered markets interstitial species remarks strong personalities in void face, achieve high sociopathic? Yes!

Form folds 

Into form

Just because

And so then

Off to begin

Again

Execrate memory matrix bandwidth of terror block chain management trust breasts heavy with optimism through the nose pick through daisy lanes thrush pushes outwards hot roots bend upwards break ground swelling ochres blood pressure collapsing crispy crème sugar updraft scaled back to incorporate artisans hunt like wolves in packs. Crisp packets creep stays in your lane prole scum distant social dump “I’ll hunt you down you animal” roadside screamers stale mates axis melt swerve to enjoy borough psychosis the worst lurk in stairwells Eros of industrial estate car park collapse neon fly sink hole hot butter melting pavement picked out paths reggae apocalypse sinology retro fitted too sugary too much high breathing torture articles of swarm rage weaponised microbes attack!

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Defaced mutagenic holophote ripcord tyres screech forward fold lungs collapse smashed in bed in the morning glower faced red brooding horror show Foreverwar.  Pre-emptive strike by imperial praetorian quaestor dingy, unconcerned flippant! Black breaths, breached shark cage prism city clamour crying the world just looks so good today! Rugged mist on the skyline to be useful in this State riding on horizon rot of ‘the collective’.

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Canticles omens of the interior world of boxes storage unit breakdowns dumb from sleep still foraging the ghost contents and fridge regard of todays ripening. Text the abstract of power flowing in its command position watch as swans skim to landing glissando cheering bound for upper air passage. Blood wars turmeric chants fertility rites storm brewing. See through air into gymnastic military industrial see through hair drone. Annihilation annulment acumen anal beads. Exchange data tokens for full bleed disclosure impact; inside this WILD INTERIOR we hang in cosy corridors and corners pulled on currents towards uncharted rooms of medical custody. Articles of faith demand we know what is the right response. Octagonal behaviour patterns a child’s plastic pyramid complete with burial chamber.

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Format hate reality commerce concoct antidote sublime pangolin depuis decorated pulse smile. Taking out the trash mollified spasm enchant breakwater brackish sullen unguided hand smooths over dust motes.  Becoming somewhere sensate block chain pulse emitter fires fur through flux fury. Coax out catfish exegeses luxury conquest bounce ham strung guested deliveries unarmed; intention to harm.

Synonymous wind chimes obliviate quest instinct flick to Horn blower chest expulsion radiated up swell tidal surge of Super Moon. Docile impounded plea bargain stung beings end rays cancelled infinites encircled debt gripped Slab City freight deposits blown up coasts air-conditioned nightmares wasted spaces fungal sports roll off 5G surveillance pen. Trigger implodes shatter clash ripped up gazing horizonward be quick dash between flash frames now skip forwards late breakfast in The Hub with executive focus group. Scorn bleach sky burial antique fonts stymied remembrance of Thames Path ivy fronded bicycle mash molars crunch heavy hum of physical flowers and those flying things green red flourishing florescent excellent charmer’s cheers boys! Unfriended you lie prone to relapse now anticipate your own death in twelve simple monthly instalments.

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Twisting sunblind into meet chasm; cast off fly attractor honed basalt rim. Lessens deadened; light of hoof prints on the sand line inexplicable grief or is it guilt? “I want drugs, now!”  as if in a dream it spoke. You are not able to realise your vision. Now begin again. Enable ghosts let then come unto you be your undoing your beginning and ending. When your almost spent remember this time; how the fear once instilled never really went away it hovered on the skin, a bright red scar. 

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Canopy blues a real katzenjammer this time.  Just twenty feet from the street for yogic construction feel its danger weight look around for catch to possessions just ten feet from the street now. Grasp horse function rapid response spell undone in cordon unplug from centre unit map. All shaved now and hot in a mirror bandwidth upscale 4:4:4 widescreen playback spectral mute. Come away with me let’s wreck everything, force the bottle down the neck of a ghost chance upon some unmarked grave that says stay. Agave gelp swollen bloated floating upturned eyes hollow on its back shopping trolley risk assessment blogger smirk.

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Foreclosure grazing rights straight ahead an impasse. We are to each other to task for State. Black feathered puddle bath the distance between you, I and the dog. Sample health coerced to ‘Last Gasp’ policy coax industrialist out of centre market bounds responds to broad social network binds. Forklift up to frozen goods yard enfolding into memory of justice fore-warned but not forgotten inside Overlook maze genocidal face awash grimace beam clenched fist always front. Navigate force of fate trace lines between apex of morning jog and two parakeets kissing in the upper branches of a willow tree. 

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A thinking body dry odourless floating above the infections Dark Star playing on a loop forgiveness applied for now. Breathe decayed membranes spectral embrace on the floor 3AM chances. Relax cloud of unknowing a parliament of owl’s pub quiz speculative impulse paracetamol grips the back of the throat. Spook out defiant border lands, plains, deserts, marshes and derelicts. Arriving in cloths silk golden and hovering overt conference to win or woo with plans for expansion. Tyre tracks lead back to a shack where roads and palaces converge and green skins peel back white to bone. It depends on the rapidity of the spread the locus of the death knell. Speak in tongues shuffle from confession to dark recess of amber musk clouds thurible swung shadows long decay. A gross cross fall on the encamped microbes sheltered inside simmering shades.