Tuesday, 6 September 2022

 ACTIVELY ENGAGED IN THE ACT

The desperate hours begin with

‘i will write for nothing’, thanks Tom 

do anything               Go Swimming 

 

but face reality a slow self-education

books, a yoga mat, difficult childhoods

fitting in trouble

always know no other

that heavy metal age 

iron maiden fantasy rubble

Plant a flag on unstable ground; signs describe what is real but we’re still none the wiser.

Re-think these rotting days will last forever. So much time to get nothing done in. What pivotal moments will occur?

Accelerate into Autumn 

overnight lightning pinned electrical bouncing from blue walls.

So much rain; have we flooded?

Trying mid-morning to gloomily transcribe the blood pressure behind the eyes 

into something relatable or even readable. 

What’s up with that anyway? 

Poetry that keeps on asking questions that nobody could answer ever. 

Easy, right?

New voices merge in noisy interaction, like the magpies and newly arrived green parakeets. On their way to the forest.

Slowly, delicately, with precision we pick apart the day; attend to what needs attending to; “show up”, as Adriene would say.

To be present in your own life sounds absurd but so many are not. 

How would you know anyway?

Questions unanswered.

Wednesday, 31 August 2022

 WAITING FOR DATA 

Asleep in the ruins hung inside, acid alert bookish skin

days exert their feet climbing look askance see Everest assistance

with one good leg.

Legitimate winner’s see Toadflax roadside head out you can’t catch me they

say in yellow greening waste site. Sit awhile and spew the monstrous glory of it all.

Mine, yours, ours all folds into a perfect murder

night is real, the gas on obstinate saturates of capital on

the edge of this world.

Pilfer out of dreams new species; forms beautiful facia storms ahead

but not today.

Saturday, 27 August 2022

 How much gross is wastage?

All is not well

All will never be well

         to piss 

  to 

Walk into a hang

                    over 

you never recover 

                   from 

entertain

                      meant to bleed

noise nose bleed together

she was disingenuous offal 

                      officiating distinct purple

yellow flower heads 

                              your line diagonal

 

scratch out a place

         to 

   exist an exit 

together we live

                      wrong / song

it’s our favourite

fresh paint licks 

                                  the back of the throat

your songs are all wrong 

                 not desire 

but in the back behind the eye

                                          lids

a breeding has been disturbed 

stopping breathing now would be absurd.

 

Saturday, 20 August 2022

 NULL AND VOID

A loose tepid something glistens around the bend

origin unknown books on Blake strewn around the room 

type face font ungrateful messiah know-it-all magazine editors’ online

edition runaway percussion unit scored its own goals frustrated librarian

your ideas won’t gestate enough to escape the hoovering delivery

spout bookish thugs in fake cocktail lounge

shy banter piecemeal luxury grammar school dropouts

knocked into stuffing semaphore pigments into downstream notation

mental case internet academic plaintive piano utility buggy franchise

lawn frostings upturned crime scene photo 120 dollar crack binge

foraging for yellow blisters the gorgon blood moon rise humming

contempt for everything even the roadside fox carrion takes the dancing gloss

to avoid a cold fingered crushing salute.

Long haul overdone inside lane no good helpful expanding curlew 

aggravated dark Lol Coxhill narrates the revised bridge section with helpful commentary this time

we are air

I am doing 

Nothing doing

Air

Scum surge survival wave

Null

Void.

Tuesday, 2 August 2022

 HOMELESS ON ACID

 

Dreary below above and beneath

homelessness on acid just belting the cosmos

hard in the face jumping through time 

bending out on hoops

curling up floating staring through the endless milky night.

 

Your breath is on acid 

Saturday, 30 July 2022

 Something heavy between the blackberry and the funnel web

cracked out of the sun’s heel 


feeds the hornet’s whisper of death

bat rites trick in the dusk 


more diary poems 

semaphore wind chimes echo nuclear locations.

 

You and I grow old like tea and whisky

we follow the secret pathogens littering the sailor’s path


smiles unfold in a horror-scope of favourites closed up against

each new direct debit obligation.

Wednesday, 20 July 2022

 Poem Q & A

moving sand

enjoy it be glad it exists

crunchy under foot

an easy antiphony 

likes looking up words

new feelings for bread

they turned off the water.

Why nobody knows

but now we are thirsty

for something

Chupacabra !

to appear

inside this heavy heat.