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Harmonic savagery reverberate shadow play unsuspecting link to line repose against silk weekend.

Inner Londis spree screening piecemeal extended to hope winding patterned blown through sticks.

Great swill to charm prophet’s owner occupier market chasm centre too frigid to hold memory discount.

Done now, dormant don’t think of reformatted daylight spent turning over plans credit score nil new arrival of data swallows appears enchantment endemic galvanized plunges.

Beer away bubbles drip scam dumps no sitting or staring or starting. Hero’s all inside whatever remit to accommodate force of public relations wound. How the game was lost. Sit on the edge of fakery plus two minus the dog. The new normal like Tiresias in a shopping arcade; plump well fed unattached looking for love; 6000 years until the end of the world.

Bare rock blast furnace chunky over knit horizontal chiller unit ceremony alone big buzzers inward stamen stab upwards in supple pliant verges. 

Turn in air with sacks against plague yard under the water line out of line, too late to catch up. Sitting here now it’s all pressure fast rising.

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Speech crawls a slow corona; cobbles tense in bubbled corrosion. Sensing slippage seeping collides without, swung up or overloaded full to the brim. Tea drips over walrus avatar lost friendships fog the Thames stream currents makes faces of lonely ghosts; most wash up near Tilbury or further or never. Bruised fingers snap a sharp reality clicked into place; mid-stream mystic smokes over Albion river rain is here but not here; empty trains shuttle back and forth to Liverpool St. These empty places exact their revenge eventually. Hoover it up the blood says. 

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Collectively, rashly, the swains boat follows the river swell east towards the mouth of the estuary. Stranded mid-stream dirge of coelacanth’s brown black mud stinging the eyes face and hearts heavy with leaded glances. Oars lifted now wading forwards pulling the bell’s fire gouging in its wake a mud bound scrying trail. An ironed out flat sky; “You’ll never get there’” they cry, “turn back it’s fruitless.” Pointlessly with purpose we slough on over drift strata of rusted carts and failed millennial outposts; memories of Thameside alpine excursions faces towards the blizzard.

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Inset visceral inlets of idols pearlescent globes, full of fucking swanlike grace extended necks out to flowering. Purple and growing we swam in those folded mandala years like ears of corn; rolling on spectrums of unwieldy Indian railways. Looking back at the corridors and passages. Difficult starving oblivious child life; stranded in strange repeated patterns of behaviour; will yourself into being ‘life a clashing together of moments’ the loose keys the frenzy of remembrance waiting in the shadows for success to come. Love finer or rust together; is enough? 

Misfeasance came first in the broken piano chords of latter day ambient. Cursive yet cogent to ditch branded marks look for on the containers and cargo trusts, bonded to market without intervention into intellectual property, amalgamated discord tracery. Holocene gift wizard rethink annulment strategy and PPE supply tryst.  Primer collapse to toss the bone in batter: heavy cider forearms stash gypsy gold in cul-de-sac. Tickle the root lanterns entitled forewarned like in Ran with dagger wits and eyes bleached with lime, discord, flesh……

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Spawn time egg-yolk sprung into heavy metal pushed hard against complete boundary. Warehouse briefings against burial ground matter to dwell is:

a city is at a standstill and the fog has cleared. The sky at night is a revelation. (1)

Shelve thinking ‘ecological’ authoritarian bore hole insert herd collapse fattened loving it. Fond remembrance like a war cabinet ingested utopian cross summersault action to patience in accordance with new guidelines. 

Cling in opposition with stubborn will to find ‘ritual guidance’ in expensive recordings once thought lost; breaching health against, fascist, corporate and all anterior ballast.  Leave this world understanding nothing, wanting nothing being nothing. 
Gleaming with static we depart.

                        

(1)   Wang Xiuying, ‘Diary’, London Review of Books, 42-8 (16^th April 2020), 37.

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Collapsible death rattle vibrant matter any minor heart that breaks apart comes together again shivering tongue trail the thick brush dead matter condoms human shit encased in florets of toilet paper evidence of potential murders tyre tracks imagine you’re a detective try to piece it all together but you can’t nothing fits but something in memory says that you have been here before. STOP

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Drill bore holes in the content hands stained destroyer of worlds death grip woke eyes sealed shut fumbling wax shutter through a pink sash window open and alert to symbols signs of portent. I don’t know any other worlds to place these words. 

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Special forces gathering dust in the gathering dusk limbering up for it. The underground overgrown rich in spectral dirt horse shoes dangle upside down hollow untraceable limbic noises proliferate the inner ear drum buzzes to a new bandwidth Huawei strappado on Wanstead Flats; waste man gamma globulin a skulk of foxes cruise the under-brush paws crunch on discarded cannisters spices blown in from the east blue bells crush response. Wrapped up in a jar mark ‘us’ toes point north now to fractured hive tossed burrows forward to lowing rabbinical verses insert smash solo under tarp to reflex devour ingest and drip drowsy wing tips of amber unfolding bone breath courses silently towards dead gully.

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Shredded heavy lidded tokens of gratitude implodes behind shared space a fan a door a walkway through 1960’s welfare Britain inner city estates named after Fells in Somers Town. Imperfect city static the river is flat silent. The tourists have gone away the city has been reclaimed by itself and is now a sprawling village of exquisite mystery. Glide to a doubling inverse world shock tactics begin again anew at dawn; trip to survive languid dissonance re-flame the broken order and unfold into twist. Blink honestly grasp twigs at bench level swell towards hard mudded banks of grateful blister union; “it’s broken ok?” honeysuckle egg yolk frosting come early too soon. Birds yack and sleep is yoghurt bliss now with dreams less sweet exhausted Wi-Fi abyss to task it.

Arrestable across terrain covers marsh, post war housing covert sanctuary bird hides covered markets interstitial species remarks strong personalities in void face, achieve high sociopathic? Yes!

Form folds 

Into form

Just because

And so then

Off to begin

Again

Execrate memory matrix bandwidth of terror block chain management trust breasts heavy with optimism through the nose pick through daisy lanes thrush pushes outwards hot roots bend upwards break ground swelling ochres blood pressure collapsing crispy crème sugar updraft scaled back to incorporate artisans hunt like wolves in packs. Crisp packets creep stays in your lane prole scum distant social dump “I’ll hunt you down you animal” roadside screamers stale mates axis melt swerve to enjoy borough psychosis the worst lurk in stairwells Eros of industrial estate car park collapse neon fly sink hole hot butter melting pavement picked out paths reggae apocalypse sinology retro fitted too sugary too much high breathing torture articles of swarm rage weaponised microbes attack!

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Defaced mutagenic holophote ripcord tyres screech forward fold lungs collapse smashed in bed in the morning glower faced red brooding horror show Foreverwar.  Pre-emptive strike by imperial praetorian quaestor dingy, unconcerned flippant! Black breaths, breached shark cage prism city clamour crying the world just looks so good today! Rugged mist on the skyline to be useful in this State riding on horizon rot of ‘the collective’.

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Canticles omens of the interior world of boxes storage unit breakdowns dumb from sleep still foraging the ghost contents and fridge regard of todays ripening. Text the abstract of power flowing in its command position watch as swans skim to landing glissando cheering bound for upper air passage. Blood wars turmeric chants fertility rites storm brewing. See through air into gymnastic military industrial see through hair drone. Annihilation annulment acumen anal beads. Exchange data tokens for full bleed disclosure impact; inside this WILD INTERIOR we hang in cosy corridors and corners pulled on currents towards uncharted rooms of medical custody. Articles of faith demand we know what is the right response. Octagonal behaviour patterns a child’s plastic pyramid complete with burial chamber.

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Format hate reality commerce concoct antidote sublime pangolin depuis decorated pulse smile. Taking out the trash mollified spasm enchant breakwater brackish sullen unguided hand smooths over dust motes.  Becoming somewhere sensate block chain pulse emitter fires fur through flux fury. Coax out catfish exegeses luxury conquest bounce ham strung guested deliveries unarmed; intention to harm.

Synonymous wind chimes obliviate quest instinct flick to Horn blower chest expulsion radiated up swell tidal surge of Super Moon. Docile impounded plea bargain stung beings end rays cancelled infinites encircled debt gripped Slab City freight deposits blown up coasts air-conditioned nightmares wasted spaces fungal sports roll off 5G surveillance pen. Trigger implodes shatter clash ripped up gazing horizonward be quick dash between flash frames now skip forwards late breakfast in The Hub with executive focus group. Scorn bleach sky burial antique fonts stymied remembrance of Thames Path ivy fronded bicycle mash molars crunch heavy hum of physical flowers and those flying things green red flourishing florescent excellent charmer’s cheers boys! Unfriended you lie prone to relapse now anticipate your own death in twelve simple monthly instalments.