Thursday, 2 November 2017

 Wild Essence

 ectoplasmic joyfulness

can be



Watching improvisers  instincts

in themselves following establish behavioural patterns seem idiomatic

 a sudden

fury

will erupt

to                                                    a

 quiet 

How can you escape ?

The saxophone  coaxing voodoo

They have a

Technical rustle

Scratching and scraping sequence
this
consciousness

Expansion
yes
Now it sounds like shifting stage sets
Are you in ?










We were looking for transcendence
But we found
Broken shells run away wind chime fragments of peculiarities waifs and strays
Curly and off this stance to be afraid no good
Nosferatu farts loudly it echoes around this belfry
Swinging up
The mad king sits on a throne of melting wax the tide reports at his feet
Curlews cormorants’ corncrakes picnic of periwinkles
Stagger into the village pub portable darts chamber
Potted guts please line them up aggressive contrarian swagger
unorthodox Jew takes flight still recoils from that shadow on the stair
wait “discover jazz” learn how to ring small birds dig in like a fox
back wheel spins out of control brown dirt rhythms deforested land
coelacanths’ cauliflowers and crustaceans these are a few
muster must make muster pass exams brave to thyself
fight yes fight always never flight
and never too jovial that’s a weakness
so pour it pour it out let’s hear it all
do we have a choice but yes it could be good again or like last night’s fish fry or last week’s potato?
or a TV series about Wales
what rot sentimental uncalled for please refrain tradition will not allow this make distinct please
rewrite please
dark inside the primitive hut. Winter no sun, tundra, but UK tundra, wastes, but lights in the near distance, pretends he’s a wild man, mates bring him snacks and cans from the shop, you can see the shop from the hut.
Make possession take music like jazz buy more but
Not for then moment like yes more jazz came now
Create jazz now like more jazz fun flicker
Take enough more drugs to get high
To like jazz in a new more possessing way
Is jazz too like then the more of jazz
But soon it breaks through and then you really know what you felt all along was a genuine affinity for jazz music and centrifugal empathy for its discipline and energy wow America you gave us jazz oh thanks oh thanks for the jazz music.
Baudelaire’s rag pickers
Phantasmagorical dusty with wisdom from every crystal memory vision
Every corner cupboard of memory

And this will end abruptly 

Tuesday, 31 October 2017



14 thousand messages the history of a life

Arcades and boulevards reflections and benedictions

Open and unfold

this page that page all resonate with grief

unsprung the jeremiad sticks to the page

like the watery residue of perpetual tears

relentless

cold

grey

Thursday, 26 October 2017




hanging rites
chance to win
to understand
feel good
storyteller of beginning through the window
Float in
Flow out
Let the dust settle
Up on the sixth floor
The written word
Rustles

Wake remorsefully
black out

on the way to the deck
Dream  
of
the darkness
saxophone
daybreaks
Can consume
Unprepared modes

Creep up the lift
Soft step the marble
Images of gods
Transmittable
Transmutable

The firing squad

Wednesday, 25 October 2017


when the music comes over

you hear notes I hear something else

so this other something what is it where does it come from

but wait

something written in the margin

retreat into the mind

open

forget

in this begin

a new path

new modes of beginning


Friday, 13 October 2017




Nothing is abandoned
Wrapped in a silo                                                                            a coldness now
Milk white memory tidal advance                                                            some semblance remains a bond
Your come and gone over and over again                                        yes to begin again
Streets the same sheets the same
Write a hole in the wall trying to wring some new elements out of the rough escarpments. Standing buggy bound on a frozen plateau overlooking the screaming waste below we espied two lone figures pluckily dodging through the firs.                                                                              outside looking in
A minor road / some hills / shop / out of date / broken windows / dust / sell by.                      rapture       
Punched out heart a botched civilisation stand-alone folly withering decadence                       decay      
Family seat / bleeding refrain / acoustics                                                    tactics of takeover
On the bus now, we’re still travelling after twenty years, but nurtured well the interior life.          
Take to the suburbs or further they all seem to say waltzing through the years chatting about horror and the movies. Mention of the importance of sound design.                                   auratic rubric
Ferris pliant with ghosts                                                                                                     sublunary hymnal
New spirits combing over                                                                                                           coptic
Touching the face
Inside the museum cabinet                                                                                                           now talk
In the Egyptian section                                                                                                          crepuscular
Wet sodden marshlands  / lowland saltmarsh tidal path / half submerged hulk / moss covered bunker / flat eternal peninsular / severed heads dangle woozily along the shoreline / a lone stoner.


Monday, 2 October 2017



through Reading and the Thames Water head quarters
full optimistic at this point
speciality teas available at the buffet car situated in coach F
next the Environment agency
cloud cover by O Yuki
liminal spaces
zones without people
corporate exotica
manufactured ambience
uk endless

a little coppice on top
a rolling hill a plain
like an island
now we are not united
now great no longer
Tokyo Adagio
the children of empire
now old

then the Daily Mail building
slides by
it is grey and featureless
like its readers
ploughed corn fields the last remnants of summer
the faded corn stubs against the brown earths mud
clouds on the horizon hang like
distant shoals of opaque jellyfish
their tentacles draping the autumn horizon
an incessant chatterbox behind me
a golden age of decay
a new empire
as spirit of eden plays