Friday, 22 March 2019




Time will overcome time will undo you overthrow you pour through
Like mountains tumbling at your feet the city is hot and sticky and icky little bits
Of flame lick out of the corners of busy men and women’s mouths like small glimpses 
Of insanity and I am writing backwards again today later on running fall to sleep again something to drink only understanding forever will not wait to come but
If this will help I’ll take whatever I can get
And the kids meet up in the morning they don’t care yet really, they don’t
The pavement is a squashed flat trifle all that is left of yesterday’s Purim noise 
A green parakeet’s silhouette is on the bough of that massive oak (?) that they
Said they could cut down in two days as an experiment
It is so fucking quiet this morning the silence is like a drug that seeps into my ears 
I almost smile
To know when to go that is the creaking secret to understand the rite
The ritual and the romance, “It’s about time you got off…”
The second-hand bookshop blues, the citations that you will never use, a literary response to
Repressed energy slowing down machine gears breathing slowly into this impatient day
To find some meaning to this rhythm translated thoughts into word patterns that think themselves and operate a fragile democracy on the page to keep on writing and thinking and keeping the blood pumping over the trench warfare that is not fair but more like the folk of a night mare clomping its hooves through the darkly satin black curtains exit stage left now the minutes are really slowing down and not even the final straight is in sight yet some couplets may ease the pace like black dog / shiny frog / peat bog , but they don’t have to rhyme again
Eccentric battle-axe / overpriced ideology / General Consensus (that’s his name) / blown up life situation / the old escalator / oh my knees! / flaming chops / and if that was the medium what the hell is large and now for goodness sakes the overwhelming hell and high water of it all comes tumbling and tearful like an overwrought conceptual artist bubbling into steam on the very edge of their creative leash
That siren again bless it the only thing apart from the birds chirping that breaks the silence here this morning / it can be fraught with desperate edges 
A ship lost at sea comes into sight of land at last / the monstrous hand of invisible reactions
The theory of Abjection, being not wholly Other or inside or outside not caring but not growing either / some couplets to speed into the end minutes
Oriental glow / young bucks / southern gothic / winding path / shuttle bus / morning glory
A cake squashed flat / flickering fancy / leave to remain / the journey man / the journey woman / a wicker man / a glimpse of Pan / dusted down / frosted up / unfinished business
You can / you can / a memory bank…… the orb is growing dark now, what strange prophecy can we cook up inside the glass domain 
What breaks out across the flat expanse
Of deserted marsh
Fractured blown wide
Inside a white nothing
Floating with furious force
Now above looking down its almost over 
For today we hang on
Invisible wires
That lift us up and down thrown
Together blink 
The one-eyed stare 
Your hot breath on my face indicates that we are alive
Today
Wind in the blood sails
We chart a course towards our next meal
Or observation that we exchange with
Whoever comes our way today.

Friday, 15 March 2019




To Dad
Take down that picture
Put it up in another space
Remind to Tide Table
And a saucer of secrets can be our own
Shed to find solace inside 
Light beams pulse at The Gate
Will we recognise ‘It’, will we be sure
As strong as this wind is will it break our energies today
Should we mind this
Can we summon the strength to finish this elegy
To push our fists up through the Earth again and
Snatch a lungful of the peaceful air
Shared breathes bleurgh you smoker on the street
Man you almost got killed by a falling ton of bricks that day
Unlucky I suppose maybe perhaps withering whatever
And so it grows, where it is going etc
But up out the gin mist comes our favourite sprite
Let’s call him, Her ! so there you go 
With your points of view about modern Horror
When the 360-degree spin back around reveals the ambience of this deadly threat
Where will we or can we retreat and look out of somewhere hidden that we know exists that we can be sure about on the grey green edge of our adventure
I’ll call this one Adventure into Nothingand then be done with it good god a ghostly apparition worthy of excitement and gangrenous ghoul ghastly as much as ghostly GOD
And so off on into another night of call it sleep but mainly awake in terror not rest but fear slowly down now into an 
Ending sigh.

Sunday, 3 March 2019



Something vanished into the scrub
Behind the wallpaper 
Is it so difficult to obtain an essence
On the track today, we, that is myself and the other person together 
Saw somebody frozen under the ice, discarded shiny metallic bottles of gas
Miraculous as a fly in amber this flowering mind germ starts to gestate, to unfold
Turning itself over, revolving into another shape
A crescent of new bulbs starting to bud
A faerie ring,  a ring of fire 
Take the ghost out for a walk, give it an airing.
In slo-mo the folksy grain soaks inwards toward a night time state 
Can you believe the temperature the amounts they talk of
Pushing in further swimming through the weeks like weeds
Skimming over time side stepping a week to get from the beginning (now too far back) to the end (which is now revealing itself in a mist)

String them together hang it all up
Have an egg beat out the wasted energy
Cope on rubber petrol oil gas electricity
The density of your ‘soul’ got to keep it pure somehow
Something stirring now like a hare that shoots up from nowhere and races of across the shingle
We saw it that time, but did we really recognise its portent, its folkloric significance in that
Eerie context among the marrow grass and the sea wort
The lonely lighthouse silently rotting on the peninsular redundant
Out of place like a spent candle on a crumbling cake it waits for extinction
Like the fuse for the bombs they test nearby once
An idea is alight then 
The chain of events has almost already happened
To begin again the loop continues
The train arrives and departs at once 
Then you know you live in ‘forever’ space.