Sunday, 20 September 2020

 


 

Adrift across the dusk light, at the smoking end of summer. The air is hollowed out, briny, blowing across the palm like so much glitter. Midsummer distilled into a nothingness where even the car drove itself. Sweet harmonics fill these ears. All that is left is blood pressure inside the skull bone. On the corner, domestic and traditional ghost’s hang together inside shrouds of cherry flavoured vapour; their advice is holistic.   

Coming in closer, holding to the sill of crushed shells and random foliage sharp against bare feet. The old place in sight now; perspiring in stillness. Heat haze on the road hums with carrion and a carpet shade of pine cones, pressed under a seedy musk of toilet tissue florets and furtive debris. Tidal worn out faces, peer defeated through laminate windows edged open to ventilate hot nylon atmospheres. Taking hold of the footings we scramble over sandy clays bright orange with jagged shards of flint. Do we know the host that brought us here; what value is it to be worth something to somewhere? 

Out over the ghost town road jab the accelerator to outrun delivery vans. Value and quality collaborate in steel, sweat and then some. The place is artificial now; a memory museum. Old municipal buildings are now castles; rubble islands the nation’s glands; pulse entrails force open networks of sealed errors. 

Past the deserted bus shelters where long slow drones pulse; marrows grow to interminable widths in semi silent greenhouses burdened by hogweed and gamma rays. A voice surfaces through the hovering dust motes ascending into recognisable speech patterns like a jellyfish illuminating from the deep.  The sound of ceremonial gongs; a magpie clacking at the air behind the tree outside my window, “ Do yourself a favour boy, stop lying down all the time things get tough, get up and run, live like your life depended on it, go now, faster!”

 

 

 

 

 

Friday, 11 September 2020

The Krux

(dedicated to D.I.X. everywhere and forever) 


Moving through black landings flicker light possibilities, zoetrope reflection osmosis real fulgent battle worn croak uphill to vent to want. Gather multiples all reflective suggest onyx hope reject played and won on this stage here now, this grassy knoll. 

Magic and resistance great pleasure born supplicant notice weary destroyed by cynic flex park-o-meter check basalt weight conjoined pair to incubate stems.  Heart’s weight mortgaged Nintendo horoscope deals in strip mined official stupa plead gallant in striped plain.

New fixity gammon rind flotsam of The Gyre pulps up from below; grief bombing meteor showers of plastic saturated Aurelia amrita glug against the hot tides. Worm hole shaken foxes blubber wave fat bole increasing levity stuck inside holographic seam of crust mantle.

Sunday, 6 September 2020

 Exhuming Autumn

Today in a doze

Floating backwards through streets stained in grey drizzled memory,

Splash in puddles of tranquillised silence that merge in the glow light of refrigerated shadows

Where sinister snacks audition for minor parts in today’s feature.

A light misting of rain cools the TV frost

I am not here or there but defy this accuracy by pressure of intensity

Scattered rooms across the east and west of the city contain stashes of memories

Like everyone.

Sash windows panic,

In an old antiques centre the fresh clatter of mossy brown furniture casts damp patches over fried

breakfast in Turnpike Lane; cats thud between rooms, take your best shot

Old crusted heels

But miss

Rubbed hard, summoned into action once more.

Thursday, 27 August 2020

 


Good Cheese Dishes.

First comes one then

There are two,

More ultimately will find their way in.

Flung centrifugal against Time; marked by hailstones like golf balls crashing through pine forest fronds herald an encomium that calls the beaten to name.

Island of cargo containers rearranges itself according to weather conditions daily, coming in and out of view; shimmering as it melts over the axis edge. Stopping to hold a conch to the ear; on breathing out a spray of cabbage whites. Flush with pockets bare and sockets sucked where eyes once were. We are worth a fortune.

Away from the waspish lagoon we simmer inland. There is turbulence in the heart of this exotic and bewildering air space; travelling around as if permanently looking out from within at people existing elsewhere. The shingle rolls in folded tributaries to meet the sea. Crystal placid memory haze. In silhouette there you are, collecting shells.

Footprints crunch to flint lined ossuary; a pine dampened furze fizzled burnt out thoughts. 

Carpet of pine cones soiled tissues litter; a seedy furtive musk metres from the roadside; always in shade.

Void. Still. Nothing.   

Sink in suiceaside, disappear or collapse into the earth up to our necks. 

A curved arc of dorsal muscle cuts through perfectly rounding the swell; then disappears off again. 

Harrier hovers, flight line insight to radar station gold teeth clenched, graffiti “Go Home!”

Tuesday, 4 August 2020

Old and boring songs.


Tap tap tap drift light as dust summer cataclysm days hollow and riney blowing forwards like so much glitter. Midsummer distilled nothingness even the car is driving itself today.

Sweat harmonics come to these ears. All that is left of blood pressure skull bone flying westwards. Closer, hold still against the sill; crushed shells random foliage against bare feet. The old place in sight; holding breath now, perspiring in summer stillness. John Clare close at hand, footings to scramble soils sandy clays bright orange with jagged shards of flint installed to light the way. Do we know the host that brought us here; what value is it to be worth something to somewhere? Value and quality collaborate in steel, sweat and then some. The place is artificial now; a memory museum. Old municipal building now castles; rubble islands, the nation’s glands pulse entrails, networks of sealed errors. Calumny of increased bandwidths, long slow drones where semi silent pulses of voice surface occasionally from the hovering dust motes into actual recognisable speech patterns. Then take the train Brighton, you will be staying in the formerly bombed out section of the Metropole. Look there for clues; remnants of Thatcher’s Britain. “Please be my friend,” a voice beckons from the corridor like the twins from The Shining ; a glimpse and their gone. “Room service!!!!”

 

Musicians, daemons, gather round! 

47 years of crap underneath me, stacked like mount Everest, flowing into undulating vistas of hard encrusted shite. Spiralling off into the distance; forming valleys and canyons as far as the horizon. 

To summon the energy to clamber off this mound of brown is too great so here I sit on my throne of shit. Surveying the landscape with a mixture of pride and remorse. Everyone sits. Everyone shits.

Drizzle drazzle droozle dizzle. Dry liquid forms, corner of the mouth. It’s a hash pipe but we’re calling it a flute. They found it in the bushes. A mystery turd sits malevolently by the roundabout. A cluster of metallic blue shit fly’s shimmer across its surface each one never staying still for more than a second. I want to gag at the sight of it. Children  rush by narrowly avoiding catastrophe. In the shade under the tree line men wrestle on a blue plastic mat. Locked in positions; inaudibly grunting. Rustle buzz hum trains passing; the back and forth of the swings and on we go. 

Sunday, 19 July 2020




'Thought to have spiritual significance by druids and pagans, it attracted visitors from around the world.'

Dedicated to ‘Summer tape work’ by Graham Lambkin


Water drips protoplasm egg fried brain rice despondent Finsbury park sink hole jest. Now 

your all shiny again we can begin. Draw in around world blanket. Repose worldly wit culture hierophant first responder guzzle. Throw out divine shoots and let the summer tape work begin. Hammer clobber all day interruptions forced out of will out of silence. The silently screamed home frequency; movement of air from combustion to mouth back out and in again a dog yelps in the early morning heat haze you yawning “yes, I said yes.” Four house door vibrations tendons of make shift sound float in and out of the frame sneak licence tan side aureate ligament best boy bathysphere got going now. Autarchy ready rolled modern basilisk farm; push up frenzy hard against elastic market response now the sound of crying. 
Icon has gone black; it’s frozen fucking hell. A dryad splat in the middle, last minute graticule grip charmed bodies; together wood smoke infused gelato window slowly closing.
Your closest druid friend; library wish list cancelled. Patrician bodies against camouflaged treats slowly sinking drug barge glides by on a skein of ooze. Tit thugs laugh from the upper branches whisper “fuck you too.” Heron gaze sweet libations love aurora post gap year vital loafing; shine on rose petals and stained sheets. Look how it glistens nightly. Lumber saddle sore, Boris Bike loaded with craft beer tessellate Corinthian corner pieces empathy test be calm lumber on; how will our hearts heal? Novichock device once again directors of health first responders called to arms. Deranged goose sandwich grazer plant pot visionary city centre dredger. Bell wave hinterland bewildered brain dead befuddled dry mouthed.
Horror scape frenzy wound I.T. Stomachic ruin tonic base full agenda of nothing praise hollow seek to define the divine. Plain song grapefruit awash incense brought a gathering in hollowed grounds define your practice select your deity. The music is hovering rarely does the muse take hold with such potency. A smudged figure; glacial bonded withholding force. Life under a heavy melting sky scroll forwards funnel exotic wood pylons to be but what; brilliant stunted youth blowing kiwi farts under the moons ceramic pale. Now your misty mind has chinned up in focus feeling a way forward towards the clearing. Holiday rackets pink ice frosting float upwards infinity star sign hands wrung fug of wealth. Spent the night on a bank of scum slashing glass casket ricochet through free climbed stanza or worse sleep and miss it all. Reinstated fever hole desire buzz boxed in suburban withering washing car dream life; now eyes awake screech into bungled robbery slump. It is what it isn’t. Dream  that one of the sons goes missing; fall out with everyone else. 
All the museums are shut and how do you give bereavement advice to the already dead?
A dead rat floats upturned on foaming swirls of river scum; frothing in the heat rising algal flow time. Wick Woodlands smoke and shade. Mind pillaged by two bottles of red downed swiftly with remorse. Fell backwards over the fence and took out the cooking egg.

Thursday, 9 July 2020

Friends Out Reach 

In the foreground two Turkish wrestlers; in back out of focus The Mask Aggressor spits puerile bile; holding a smashed recording device held together with Sellotape and glue    "What dark lights in the brain?” :
              
             evade capture / unit wound response / governing body / nuptials
              Aurora Borealis / never clear / of clutter / to think box / pressure scorch / soaked / scorn wreathed
              Shit stained / smug / good riddance to bad rubbish / your city needs you / Not breathing / you in flight 
              Vaccine stalker / ambulance chaser / you’re a disgrace / winning / the carvery is open / please observe /                             
              Chechen murderers / adroit artificial / taken / legs broken / copter / phone logics dissolving patterns / hope signal / 
              fog blossom / speech defect / moist input / open sweat sores / lights out / smoke fags / no memories at all of anything / 
              undecided let go / failed social experiment / remote / gossamer / durex / no problems / car parks and toilets / unfolded / 
              unfurled / length good / greased / distended / labial summers.